i going to die !!!!

i moody.....i so sad ...... and feeling wanna cry it out
but i cant!!!! i told my self before i never cry because of them
no hurt feeling telling u guys about this .......
i had been this thing before for not once
but 1,2,3,4,5
5 times
and every time came out with the same ending........
and i realize that , I'm like doing the same old thing
over and over again
from the beginning to the end~~
i hate my so call MIND GAMES
and i never use it anymore to anyone again!!!
with using MIND GAMES i can get it easily
but thing wont come so easy if u get it easy

haix~~~~

i feel like my world has gone , my hope , everything !!!

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and guys maybe next time u wont see me with couple with girls
but guys!!! maybe soon i going to become gay (homosexually)
what's so bad about gay????
life have to go on ~~~~

haix~~~~ saddest day ~~~20/02/2010